SINS & NOT TRAGEDIES {[nathan

[Amy Elmeerevanna Longbottom]

Knock me down like a nightmare
but it's not a moment that's frozen in time
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If there is a better word that can be used to define her day today life then it was simply pathetic. Really life was so unbelievable and unpredictable. Who on the earth would believe the drama that was going on for the Longbottom family, especially between the two siblings. The two eldest kids of the Longbottom family, who were known to be closer to each other even more than their parents were now standing on such a path that they didnt even want to talk to eachother. Actually Amy would talk to him if she had a chance but whenever she had a chance she lacked the courage, the guts that were needed for her to face her elder brother Nathan Longbottom. It was very complicated. Secrets and lie were like two main brick that were building up her life and she wished that she could get rid of all the drama and give a normal like before but there wasnt even a single hope for betterment. It had been three months since she had been back to home to see her parents and nearly one and half month since she had been to hogwarts. In this one and half month time she hadnt seen her siblings or any of her friends and stayed in Jack's house, which was like the best hiding place for her for a whole year. This way she was speaking her sixth year but that wasnt a big deal to her now afterall, after her delivery she would be stuck taking some rest and taking care of her baby. Jack was her very last hope and as long as he was there by her side to support her she knew that she would be able to get through all of the mess somehow. It was a weird thing and unbelievable but so true that Amy longbottom was obeyed to what Jack Phillips had to say about anything or everthing whether as an order or a request, she'd listen to him and obey it after abit of discussion over it. Afterall he was her baby's father and now even though it sounded abit weird again, they were a family together. With a month and half that had passed by and the memories of older days were taunting her. She wished that she could correct her mistakes and change her past or atleast do something that could reduce the amount complications. If she tried everything would settle down and so she started to think hard from where she should start from. Family? School? friends? To face all of 'em she needed courage that she didnt have. Slowly slowly she was starting to understand why she was never sorted into gryffindor because she wasnt brave at all and also the sorting hat was right with its decision. Anyways, now the question was how on the earth was she going to solve of problems?
Call it her luck and fate that recently she had met Katie James, her brother's girlfriend and one of her good friend who apologised from her and blamed herself for creating such as mess between the two of 'em and Amy told her that it wasnt her fault at all. Infact Katie was right on her part and Amy misunderstood her, It was all good now that Amy had realised her mistake and she was ready to do anything to get back to her normal life and Katie had requested Amy to join back hogwarts and start talking to his brother. Katie told her how much Nathan had been upset about it and how he couldnt get over it. Katie even told Amy that Nathan wished that he was dead instead of Reid for every wrong thing he had been doing and Nathan thought that he didnt deserve to live if he was to break the little hearts of his family members. For the very first time Amy had heard such weak words come out of Nathan's mouth and it melted down her heart. The very next minute she wanted to meet Nathan and aplogize for being an ass to him. To encourage her and motivate her do it right away, Jack advised her that it was the right time to for her to start correcting her mistakes and as far as Nathan was concerned, as being her younger sister she had to go over to him and give him some support as the poor boy was going througha rough stage of his life.

So the very next morning she arrived into Hogwarts and wrote Nathan Longbottom a note, askin' him to meet her near the black lake, one of their favorite place and also it was a very peaceful place. She didnt mention her name or anything and like an anonymous person she invited him over to the black lake. She knew he'd come out of curiousity to know who wanted to meet him. Around six thirty pm she started to walk out of the castle, away from the crowd of people and made her way towards the black lake. Darkness started to fall over the sky, there were cloud forming and cold wind passing by. A perfect weather for an emotional talk between two beloved siblings. She wasnt in her school robes instead wearing dark pair of jeans, and a shirt. Her hair were spread open and on trailing down her shoulders. She sat on the edge of the lake shore and picked up the pebbles and threw 'em into the water. the silence was peaceful and the sky was starting to glow with many stars as she sat beneath the moonlight.

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[Nathan Longbottom]

The last year of any schooling was suppose to be the best year to muggles and to wizards. It was the year when most people were finally adults, able to do whatever they wanted when they wanted. As for the school life, it was meant to be spent with friends or any family that were in the school with the person. So far, his final year was terrible along with great, yes quite a weird way to put it. The year had been great since he actually managed to find someone that he ended up being married to. Sure, no one ever planned out that they would be married by a certain age and to a certain someone. Besides from that relationship, everything was just going downhill, one person at a time. First the whole ordeal with Madison, whom he had not talked to since the incident that occurred with them. Despite what happened, he still considered her a friend. Then there was Amber, well he never liked to talk about that. The third person, well this was probably the most tragic one of all, Reid Hastings had been killed. It had affected his year mostly because the two were practically family since they had known each other since well before they came to Hogwarts. He was a bit over it now as time had passed by since the death which left one person that he had a situation with. His sister, Amna better known as Amy. Their situation was that well, she had ended up pregnant and he found out. When he went to approach her about it, he wasn't exactly the happiest person. She was only sixteen and would have to miss out on a lot of opportunities like most young mothers did. The two ended up having a bit of a debate which resulted in her saying some words which ended up with him slapping her. That act was what made him hate himself at times when he thought about it. Who slapped their sister? Not many people at all especially when she was younger. After he slapped her, she left Hogwarts and they didn't talk to each other. He had tried to before she left, but she ignored him. A month and a half had passed by which resulted in Reid's death and still nothing was heard about Amy. No notice as to where she went and of course, their parents were wondering what happened. That topic was something that was not discussed much among the family. His seventh year was definitely far from perfect with relationships being torn apart left and right with people that he cared about.

Evidence of that was shown when he finally expressed his emotions to Katie which he said some words that involved him just dying since it seemed he was ruining everything. Though he definitely wasn't the type to go off and get himself killed, more or less it was guilt and griefing that made him say those things. Since his sister had left Hogwarts, he always felt guilty and many people could see it. He wasn't anywhere as happy as he used to be even when he was around Katie. The two had went to a party and he could have been described as being the most boring out of everyone there. His birthday had recently passed which was one of the first birthdays to not involve his sister or Reid seeing him. So yes, that bugged him a bit as well. Despite feeling guilty over what had happened between the two, he was trying to move on. Nathan did his best to feel joyful around Katie which she could easily see that he was still suffering from what had happened between the two. Being head boy didn't much either since it caused him to be away from her at times. In fact, he had been away from her for a bit, so he really didn't know what was going on with her. Oh the joys of being popular and important in the school. The wind was picking up along with clouds forming as he walked out to the black lake. The start of the new day had began weirdly as he had received a note asking him to go to the black lake to meet someone. No name was on the note which made him wonder, who it was that sent the note. Curiousity was the only reason he was going to meet a person that didn't write their name on the note. The dark sky filled with stars made it hard to see, who was at the lake at first. As he walked closer to the lake, he caught sight of a girl throwing pebbles into the water. His appearance was one of someone that looked tired since he had been wandering the halls for the past few nights, patrolling the corridors. Add that onto that he couldn't really sleep at night since he had too many things to think about. Approaching the edge of the shore, he recognized the person that was waiting for him. At first, he thought it to be his imagination since well, he just never expected it to happen considering the last note that he had received from her. Nathan backed away two steps away from her since he wasn't sure, if he would be told off or what exactly she was doing back at Hogwarts. He questioned,"Amy? What are you doing here?" It wasn't in a hateful tone, but more of a surprised 'I honestly thought this wouldn't happen yet it is?' tone.